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Dead Leaves​/​Broken Dreams

from Jesus Was A Nihilist by Suburban Hell Kill

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When "emo Josh" decides to write a song

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With my head down kicking through Dead Leaves 
All I see are my Broken Dreams 
I feel the eyes of the successful ones 
They're burning right through me 

With my head down kicking through Dead Leaves 
I'm haunted by my memories of good times long since past gone 

Self-destruction was my only weapon to combat my inner turmoil 
So far I spiraled down 
I still feel like I'm going to drown 
In an ocean of failure and defeat

With my head down kicking through Dead Leaves 
It's become so obvious to me that I never really stood a good shot 
Ya I was fucked right from the start 
Head down kicking through Dead Leaves 
I tried so hard to find it 
That light at the end of the tunnel 

Self-destruction was my only weapon to combat my inner turmoil 
So far I spiraled down 
I still feel like I'm going to drown 
In an ocean of failure and defeat

My dark past plagues me 
This self-hatred ravages me 
These voices in my head 
They're so loud and still want me dead 

But I won't just run away 
I'll fight them everyday 
Even though eventually 
I know they'll probably succeed 

Self-destruction was my only weapon to combat my inner turmoil 
And so far I spiraled down 
I still feel like I'm going to drown 
In an ocean of failure and regret 

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from Jesus Was A Nihilist, released January 13, 2019
Guitar/Vocals: Josh Leland
Bass guitar: Eric U Norris
Drums: Adam Chryst

Written by Josh Leland

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